my body is not happy with the zillions of calories that i've consumed today, but my metaphorical heart is, so. no fucks are given.

now, i have some thoughts on the it gets better project, and i need to order them by ways of writing them down, aswell as that being a way of letting them pour out of my brain. whice is nice, it creates space in my ( Read more... )

today justthekeys and i took up our usual spot at starbucks, schiphol airport again, and talked about life and love and everything in between. it was lovely, i'd missed her.

on my way back though, on the train back home, i leafed through a newspaper and found a page sized article about how gay-unfriendly nursing/care homes are. old people are being pushed back ( Read more... )

the sun is setting, yellowy orange behind the houses, and birds flock in black across the pale blue. i miss the summer and the sun; i think we all do, here, now. winter has lasted long enough, we need the sun on our skin. flip flops and shorts. coats in our closets and sunglasses in our hands.

i wore a skirt today and thought about dying.

yesterday ( Read more... )